whirlwind

I don't know whats happening
I feel this way and I don't know why
It's like the burdens of the world sit and rest on my head
It's like I'm somehow to blame for the suffering and the pain
Its like the scars I have I deserve each and every one
Its like no matter what I say or do its all the same
Days go by like a blur each one like the last
people are the same just the face seem to change
one has 2 the other 10
i dont know what to do
where to look
what to say
its all a mess inside my head
trapped in a whirlwind
spinning round and round
will i get out at all...

R.xxx