I need a hand to hold
I need a soul to love and who loves me back
I need a feeling that fills my whole body and core
I need somebody who will never leave
I need someone i can pour my soul into like an empty vase
you see it in novel and films
hear it in songs and stories
but in real life i'm beginning to contemplate if it really exists..

I want to scream I want to run
I want to cry to lift this pain
take it away, so far away
some place where i would never stay
dump it there and don't look back
just run ahead and start life anew again..

R.xxx

empty

in everyday there is an emptiness that stays
if i only knew what it wants
it wont stop, it wont rest,it wont go away
need that last piece to complete my soul, make me whole
but what it is even I don't know
I run and I crawl, endlessly searching for the unnamed
its crushing my heart making it bleed
its making it hurt so very deep
try to carry on each hour, day by day
but I don't know how much more i can take
something just isn't right
theres just so long before i break..

R.xxx

Need..

when im sitting in the darkest corner of the world
when I can't focus through the darkness to see
when lifes kicks and punches have knocked me down
when all my tears have dried
when i have no energy left to even raise my eyes
I need you to lift me up
I need you to realise i need your help
I dont want to doubt it
but if i ever did
please dont prove it..

R.xxx